The moment you know that you’re changed, truly is learning you’re not alone.
So this is a year ago, outside at the café that has already closed for the night:
Sitting across
Some people are happy - and some are not... Why is that?
Maybe sometimes we look towards the things that went wrong, or you might be missing…
Instead, what if make more
You know what’s worse than being scared?
It’s when you feel numb - NOTHING.
I look back to when I’m outside the urologist’s office, rain beating across the face.
In my hands are
I used to smoke.
Would you believe it?
It might be crazy today, but it was easy back then…
Back when I was invincible.
Or so I thought - and cancer, well, it was
If I were to sum up being a teenager, in a word - clueless. No idea what about anything, but especially about love.
I fell in and out of feelings until
The first thing that hits you when life takes a turn is, why me??
What have I done to deserve this?
Will things ever go back to the way they were?
These questions
Sometimes life presents you with a choice, sometimes you have to make one.
For me, it was exactly one decade into coding:
I reached a point when it was no longer fun,
What’s the first thing that disappears from our life in the face of uncertainty?
It’s our ability to make plans.
Because it’s hard to focus, to predict how things might turn out,
If you find yourself lost and not sure what to do, it’s a tough place to be…
You jump from one thing to another to get answers, and it gets frustrating
Clarity begins and ends with you, today!
I know I’m going to get slammed for this, but:
In every challenge you face, when the raft of life tips you over the side